Me: “I want to write and do things.”
Brain: “Unfortunately, you will now go through the Top 10 Worst Moments of your life, followed by Worst Traumas&Humilations You Lived Through on repeat for 3 hours with a headache and stuffy nose.”
Me: “Understandable, have a great day”
Tag: Leo talks
Update to the blog!
And welcome to all new followers!
I made my blog easier to navigate, and easier to view.
(a custom theme is under construction, but until I have the time/spoons for it, this one works good).
You can find on my sidebar all the useful link and may I remind you of my help post?
Have fun!
Okay people, I’ll need help
Alright so, some asshole people smashed the glass on the back of my car.
I had to pay 600$ from my pocket, which means that I’m at an all-time low for my savings and it’s really really panicking me.
I’m going to ask you to donate if you can, even a small dollar counts ;-;
I’ve got a paypal, which I’ll be disclosing by PM since it’s my birth name and can be used against me.
You can also donate to my Ko-fi
My commissions are open, including patterned background : Commission post
And if you could support me on Patreon, I’d be really really glad.
0/600$
Self-Rec Time
It’s fanfic author self-rec time! Recommend 3 of your favourite fics that you’ve written. Then ask at least 3 other writers to do the same! ( ◠‿◠ )~☆
I was tagged by the amazing @awintersrose
Soooo on my fave fic.
Well I’ve got two published so I’ll talk about them:
1) Bravery by any other name
There’s an itch under Severus’ skin – one that doesn’t go away no matter what.
He loves dresses and skirts, but still know it’s wrong – up until a fiery girl shows him that it doesn’t matter.
OR
Severus is a transgirl and everything in canon is changed, and everyone is supportive.
4/?
My baby fic. Honestly, I never expected to write on something like that, but the matter of fact is… I expected it to be 10 chapters long.
Horrifically enough, plunnies are coming fast enough that 25 chapters seems like the smallest amount I can get from it.
I love that fic, and I love writing it but goddamns sometimes it’s so so hard to do it.
On AO3 there => https://archiveofourown.org/works/11640522/chapters/26182773
2) And sore must be the storm
The Hyuuga always had their own language with feathers, much like the Yamanaka’s did with their flowers. Hinata was always more familiar with the Feather code than most, as they remind her of a sweeter time with her mother.
A oneshot, but one I love well enough, considering this was my first published writing in like. Phew. 5 years? Maybe more.
So yeah, a bit clunky, but I love that headcanon and will probably poke at it later. Also Hinata is a fascinating character to write and I really loved getting in her head like that.
On AO3 there => https://archiveofourown.org/works/10982526
3) Cumulonimbus
Also nicknamed: “That one Hyuuga massacre AU”.
Based on the hypothesis that Hinata, after the Chunin exams decided to pull an Itachi and kill off the majority of her clan in order to abolish the need for the Caged Bird Seal.
Also she joins the Akatsuki.
I’m not saying this is my favorite project yet, but it is. I love it even more than Bravery which is something to say.
I’m still just poking at scenes for now, nothing written officially yet, but you’re welcome to throw ideas at me for that thing!
Also reworking on my characterization of Hinata after @prettytricks made a relatively insightful commentary on Hinata.
Ok so after that hmmm.
Tagging @twitter-hikari, @ekrizdis, and @kountoall!
So apparently crop-tops are a new love of mine. Hm.
Feat in order, from left to right, Sai, Sakumo, Sakura, Sasuke, Kakashi and Sai again in that virgin killer sweater.
@blackkatmagic I mean. You might want to see this.

First “bad” review and I’m honestly at a loss as to what to answer… I mean I tagged it heavily enough so that it was clear what will be happening but.
Idk people. Thoughts?
Haha may 3 it’s the 123rd day of the year
Duly noted 💖
Small updated on my life
So. It’s been a crazy twenty-four hours.
(gosh I can’t believe it’s been this long)
(under a read more cuz. I’ve got a lot of feelings and personal things there)
First I learn that I had a homework to be given in today…… so I panicked and did an almost sleepless night to be able to give it in.
And at the same time, I started to think about how I didn’t want to be closeted all my life. So I started to think about coming out to my therapist……
and I did. This morning I came out to her as a trans boy and she was the most supportive person ever??? I think I cried so very hard from just. Being able to trust an adult with power over me and being rewarded for that trust.
I’m going to be able to start my hormonal therapy. And maybe get those cumbersome bunch of fat off my chest. And all of it freely (or almost).
I never never hoped of it happening, but yet here it is.
And then. Then I talked as usual with my Crackening partners and we somehow spiraled into talking about me absconding to the USA and @kountoall told me she’d marry me so I could get a green card.
At first I took it as a joke but. But the more I thought about it, the more I could see myself loving the idea?
Growing old with someone I can understand and who can understand me. Someone I won’t have to change or hid a part of myself to be happy with. With someone as kind and generous and just plainly awesome as Koun?
I could see it. And the hope it gives me…
Gods I wish it so much it hurts.
I want it to be my life. I want this happiness, I want this understanding, and I want this deep relationship with someone. A special someone. Koun.
Hey girl, I love you❤️
new haircut!! and new color 😀
Someone: “Bottling up emotions isn’t healthy.”
Me, busy to try and bury everything that’s close to emotion: “can’t hear uuuuu”








